whitedove72

Its been a long time, and since then some of my friends from here are gone.  Its a shame.  Lots has happened in my personal life and I've borne up well despite the drama.  I grow older....yet I don't feel wiser.  I can't remember things as much and I feel my creative juices are just near the surface yet for some reason I'm suppressing them despite the joy they bring me.  Perhaps its the fear that I am not good enough, or maybe the fear that I'm mediocre.   Fact is, unless you're screwable, who'd want you anyway, right? Thing is, I love myself.  I know I'm a good person.  I can be a brat, cheeky, selfish, annoying, cloying, devilish, giving

I'm just about to trip over the 41st year mark.  Blink Blink... 20 years gone.   Unfortunately my creative side has taken a back burner whilst I've had ops to remove tonsils and a few other things and moved house etc.  All my things are packed up. Today I went through my polymer clay and brought some of it out.  I intend to do a project of sorts. and see if it works. It will take me lots of time though. Anyway, thought I'd stop by and check out my profile again. xox Dove x

So it has been a while and a sign of the times. I've missed my musings, my drawings and that time for me being selfish. The frenetic pace had gathered a exhausting momentum which I could scarcely keep up with. My Cat had 5 kittens on Xmas day.  2 Lilacs and 3 Blue Burmese. Unfortunately I had to put one little blue boy down yesterday as it's foot was necrotic after Petals didn't eat all the ambilical cords and it wrapped tightly around one kittens ankle, cutting off the supply. I tried for 5 days to save it, but to no avail.  Such is life. Anyway, I waffle as per usual. I went for a drive to the opposite side of town and enjoyed the are